hiahz... today was a tiring day... firstly i was so sianz... cos like... dunno just felt really lathargic and stuff... and den oso liek din really feel like a sch day cos all we had was chem tut, bio tut, chem lect, chi... yeah cos let off at 215 cos of pre-u sem... den i ponned maths lect oso but more abt tt later... so was like such a wad day lah... den i was totally not paying attn in class haha... like wad else is new rite but anyway... den during break we (rena, shella, char and i) took a walk... some stuff happened... den i decided to pon maths lect to tok to enoch cos i was feeling kinda sad and unhappy abt the stuff... it was great tokking to him tho... i think hes a really good listener... it was so nice just to be able to tell someone everything... liek such a load of my shoulders... THANKS NOK! haha... anyway... i realised tt i shld distance myself frm my classmates... cos its like so complicated and confusing and so easy to get hurt... like i was telling daniel and rena they all today... once rena leaves, i will totally distance myself even more and if jac was still in vj i would go and find her when i can instead of being with them... and its true... u honoured, jac? haha... anyway... at least with her i always know where i stand and its not so difficult to understand our relationship... tts y i miss rubin and debbie and zareen and jac and vana so much... we were so close yet our relationship was so simple and uncomplicated hiahz... anyway, i told them tt and i guess i sounded kinda pissed so they all thot i was haha... i wasnt lah just abit... dunno... confused maybe... had a chat with gob abt it too haha... dunno lah i hope it will all be ok soon... im just so glad tt i have enoch hu will always be dere for me... and like i am first for him and he is first for me... its like feel so much safer and secure haha... anyway... i think i shld try to stop caring abt other pple business and let them live their lives the way they want it to be lah... sometimes too much serious stuff is bad... anyway, after tt i went to watch match... was complaining to zhiyun on the bus haha... oops but the match was ok lah... tho edmund kept giving his stupid remarks haha... had some peace once he left to dunno where... vj won 3-0 by the way haha,.. according to wenguang the last "goal" was offside... yeah haha... we were cheering like mad... the 19th are really better than the 20th lah... even small things like match support oso can see haha... but anyway... eugene looked retarded... edmund and i were totally laughing at him haha... vj will meet jj in the final... hope they win haha... i think shld be lah... jj... haha... they dun win abit mahlu... den after tt we went for trg at ccab...w as like 530 by the time we started kz haha... ended like 7+ swam qt alot lah... 3k+... normal actually haha... but i was qt shack... we did sprints too but i was super slow cos i was so tired haihz... den after tt eric, edmund, zhiyun and i went to j8 for dinner haha first time i was dere k! they all say i super swaku... not my fault i dun stay dere wad rite haha... den erics fren yang wei came with us oso hes super funny haha... kept saying tt he thinks enoch is cute and giving stupid face haha... den i went home... by the time i got home was like 10 lor haha... zhiyun and edmund and eric kept suanning me cos normally im the one hu stays near the pool but this time is the other way arnd hehe... the trip was qt tiring...w as trying to make sense of photosynthesis but kinda failed haha... oops... ARGH! still have book review tt i keep putting off sigh!! i guess ill do it on wed when i pon haha oops... did i say tt out loud... anyway...tml is a HOLIDAY! haha... yay pre-u sem stuff... yipee... rena, dex, gob and i are going town to watch movie and SHOP! haha yay i dun normally like shopping but i got money to spend and i feel like boosting the economy haha... wanna buy a bag and maybe slippers and clothes stuff haha... yay haha... i hope it actually happens tho not like the last time haha... when i went to go shopping and ended up buying nothin much haihz tt was dumb kz! haha... but now is great singapore sale haha... haihz... anyway... im kinda tired now haha... rena DREW on mr sprite today!! grr tt horrible girl... all i wanted was a face as in eyes and smile... i drew the eyes...den she put the smile which was FUZZY in the first place.. den she drew him a NOSE liek how wierd is tt lah...now everyone laughs at my poor darling boohoo... but nvm i still love him haha